and oh, ling has successfully persuaded me t go help out @ chingay parade as some i dunno, crowd controller. i hope i dont get stampede to death or sth.

-jinghui-

today's a really bad day. first i got cheated of $1.50. then i realise i lost my penguin hairclip. :( how much worse can a day get. i hope the sale is still on so i can buy another set. :( maybe i'll buy 2 sets in case it drops again. tsk im not one who loses things often so everytime i lose sth i get really upset. :( and lastly today is wed, meaning there's bmt training. %*^%#(^%$(#$%(*^# stupid stupid stupid :( :( :( :(

and im having a panic attack now i think. the date is drawing closer and what i tot was far behind keeps niggling in my mind now. :( im really scared and worried what the end result will be. shit. sigh... i know im not helping dear by ranting and worrying but i cant help it im really scared.. what if the endless prayers din work any miracles? what if the result is the worst i ever feared? i dont know what t do i hate sitting around doing nothing letting life control everything :( what will happen next? sigh..

okay i guess today im just really emo and upset. hopefully tmr everything will be better.

MY PENGUIN CLIP :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

-jinghui-

Labels: stupid day. :( im really upset.

ling i swear you have to stop the pineapple thing because i find it really hilarious and i feel totally bimbotic laughing to myself.



no biggie. this year's cny is like.. idk. no atmosphere. maybe xmas was too close to cny. :\ or maybe cos this year's A levels. so.. idk luh.

im pretty upset now, cos im listening to “一枝梅" OST and i happen to come across some tagboards. apparently there's part two and he din die BUT. its different cast. :( then there isnt much point isnt it :( there goes my junki. :( AND i cant find the song "flower letter" in MP3 format. :( sighs. check it out, its a lovely sad song that can totally make a hyper me cool down at once and flashbacks of the show come back at once. this shows how successful the show is. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Fl1c8LHYyM&feature=related

anyway. alot of things have been happening, alot which made me changed my opinions of people. i give up. sigh. well on the bright side, i have ling and chang and we'll help each other pull thru. :) at least when im with them i cannot stop laughing, and i forget everything else unhappy. just like ling's most recent post on her livejournal. it made me laugh to myself like some retard luh. hahaha. esp the part whr we smiled sheepishly at each other. hahahahah. and the idea of ling as a pineapple was most appaling, cos she said on thurs @ pizza hut that she's a lemon. gosh. hahahhaha.

to all my dearies that help me through, thanks for putting up with all my moodswings and nonsense these few weeks. and my love, i know we're both tired and stressed now, but i know you love me very much so its okay t sms lesser. :) we have tuesday coming! :D i love you.

i dont know what t make for my frens for vday. hmmm. had an idea but figured its way too time consuming. and chang says make for her for HER bdae instead, whatever the idea is. -.-" lol. aiyah. will brainstorm smmore later.

im craving for sth ice blended now. the weather sucks big time. zzz. im tired too. :( okay dont have the mood t blog anymore. and i jus tot of training, which totally dampened everything. bye bye!

oh, and i bought this penguin accessory set at 70% off from Accessorize. im damn pleased with it, and ima wear the hairpins to school and cheer myself up. :) no way am i gonna wear the ring and necklace though lol.

-jinghui-

Labels: penguin hairpins are lovely things.

alot of things been happening lately, i dont know where t start from. now the most pressing thing is just baby's stuff, and i just hope everything will be okay. its niggling at the back of my mind and smtimes randomly i wil start worrying and sigh. im praying everyday in hope that everything will be all right. :( i love you dear; dont be sad anymore <3>im here for you 24/7.

okay. another thing is my studies. im working v hard now but i rly wish bmt will stop soon. many a times by the time i reach home im so tired yet i have alot hw to do. HW, i dont even have the time to study. grrrr. sigh. okay. ling, chang, its time t start our mugging sessions at my hse or ling's hse yah. and occasionally chang's hse :D see la you live so far. tsk. hahahaha. we must like, go on a stop-ourselves-from-shopping campaign. it will do your wallet good too, my dear toufu.

and my dearest twin; i hope you're feeling better now. i know this is a rough time for you, but im here for you just like u were there for me. im sorry i din know what happened on the same day until at night when you told me. gosh silly deb you shld have told me. :( im here for you so sms me whenever you need sm1 okay. as for the other matter, everything's sorta resolved and you can be at peace. i know you're probably still bu fu qi and little upset, so am i, but i guess its over so.. i love you twin. :) i can see you like, tmr and on friday! i insist you join us for shopping movies and lunch/dinners all the time okay. and do u rmb the drawing we always draw and the slogan we always put? :) jing and deb. twins for life. :)

okay enuff of those stuff. im tired of minding ppl's business so i decided to only mind those who are my loved and dear ones. and tzuling please remind me to be nice everytime i going to explode. [you know what im talking about] then again. my god i dont understand how some ppl can be so sti---. GRRRR.

ok. off to hw. :D

-jinghui-

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i shld start living the moment and ignore things i can. i wish trainings and pe will go away.

im putting my trust in you; dont ever let me down again. we'll pull through it all, and im never gonna leave you no matter what, especially when you need me the most now. all i can do now is hope and pray everything will be all right. please please please.

i'll bake you muffins, if you'd like. heart shaped ones. :)

-jinghui-

i dont know what to do now; im like so lost and confused. and worried and scared. :( i wish everything will be okay. its been an hour..

i'll chain him close to me if everything is okay.

-jinghui-

im really tired and its only the first week of school. the breaks are used to study or rush hw that i cant complete [thanks alot to bmt.] and im really tired from exercising almost everyday my muscles ache like crazy and i ran 3.2km today. this is insanity. :( im so tired really tired.

i officially announce how much i hate trainings and pe. they drain the energy out of me; im gonna take them lightly. and im gonna try finish all my hw on time WITH quality. no point not doing it properly. and i cant seem to find the time to study properly. can sm1 tell me why? :( maybe signing up for OGL was a bad idea.

im sorry baby; im always so tired and stuff. hopefully things will be okay.

-jinghui-

Labels: such a melancholic life.

once i get thru jc everything will be okay.

and apparently my new year resolution isnt working so ive alrdy given up on it! cos sm ppl are jus unbearable and im sick and tired of it. i dont know if they're that stupid or they act dumb. oh well. face it you'll nvr make it.

and part of me is still feeling >:( and meeting twin today din make things any better. twin if you see this post know that whatever decision you make i'll support you. Ive done all i can, giving you advice and a support, and i'll be here for you. okay? <3 im SURE you can do well in either poly or jc this year but do think of what i told you today.

okay im tired and my body is aching like mad thanks to almost exercising everyday. I NEED A REST. :( i cant wait for bmt to stop i cant wait for bmt to stop i cant wait for bmt to stop. then i can 1. study full force and score the grades i want to score. 2. stop having aching muscles. I HATE THEM. 3. finally be free. 4. i can go dancing. :)

anyway. today i started prep for vday :D and hmmm i contemplating whether to start anniversary too. okay oh well im v tired now so i shant think now. lol.

and i miss baby. :( alot. :( i seriously cant wait to finish A levels and go NIE. :D :D :D then i can see baby EVERYDAY since NIE is in NTU :) yay! i love you baby. and can you remind me so very often i cant gossip?!??! lol. <3

AND OH! i scored a distinction for my music theory YAY!!! :D 91/100! its damn damn good for me. :D yippee!

-jinghui-

Labels: i couldnt be bothered.

OGL workshop was tiring. not tiring because it was tiring, but bcos it was so boring. until i got tired of trying. :( it wasnt high. okay maybe it was just my grp? idk. even dale was totally :\ and i was totally :\ so it makes the 2 of us. sigh. hopefully my OG will be fun! im keeping my fingers crossed.

walao my shoulder hurts ok. shld i rly get a bagpack?? but.. aiyah. :\ tsk. and three more mths and im free from torture. and i'll be a happy girl.

okay today was pretty okay. couldnt find what i was searching for, but well still have one more place t go. if dont have then im clueless alrdy! mmm today's surprise wasnt really good :\ :( din really get the reaction i tot i wld get. but baby's tired, so i cant blame him. :) im not upset anymore dont worry k my silly boy. cheer up sweetheart! <3 you can drop TCM if you want; frankly speaking i rather you not go china. :( hmph. well baby it'll be tiring this sem but i know you can make it. :) im starting school too so i'll work hard together with you :) sigh, guess its back to those days whr we can only meet on sats. :(

open hse tmr; how boring. whatever; schools gonna start nxt week and its the monday blues hitting me alrdy.

some ppl just dont realise what a fool they are making of themselves.

-jinghui-

Labels: i love you.

for the past few days ive been pissy. :( thank goodness for baby. <3 for being oh so lovely. :)

你把她宠坏了。真的。好讨厌，我快烦死了啦。总死不承认自己错，以为自己很大，要全世界的人向他磕头但自己.... 唉。 i wish i could do sth about it. maybe i can.

anyway.


i think magic pens are lovely things.

okay tmr baby school's gonna start le. and i have OGL thingy. hopefully it'll be fun. well at least i skip trainings. cant wait to step down.

shopping nowadays SUCKS, horrible designs, odd sizes.... zomg. i hate this year's sales. :( okay im gonna start saving alrdy. no time!

im being completely random cos econs totally took my brains out plus bmt im just like walking dead.

i think im gonna fall sick soon. how nice. :(

-jinghui-

Labels: $$$$$$ ka-ching

its my A levels year. whats thr to be happy about! and well. new year dont rly mean ath to me; CHINESE new year does. ;) hehehehh. but really. counting down to a new year doesnt really make any sense to me. i had a good sleep that night after all the hw. :D not really into late night parties i guess. i mean. my parents dont really allow so... ima good girl :) sorry to all my BFY who come across this post of mine! :\ sorry i din join you guys at PES on 31122008 for countdown and sleepover. :(

anyway. my new year resolution is pretty simple. so that I CAN REMEMBER. not like dale's; wa lao so long, you every min can rmb meh. LOL. here goes. [in no particular order.]

1. do well for my A's.
2. make darling the happiest man on earth by showering him with love and TLC
3. be a good friend to my best buddies: twin, dale, toufu, meanie, bao. (will try okay. i will try not to be too grumpy!!!) and a nice person to ppl i dont rly like? [i know ling will laugh at this. look, she's YOUR wifey. not mine. hahahahhahahaha.]
4. my family to be free of quarrels.

there. more than enuff. the rest is based on luck and caution. like, health etc. so okay. happy (not) 2009 year! and my dear buddies, lets work hard together okay. whenever one of us falls and refuses to get up we must spur each other on. :) go go go!

i wish i could change the past. yet, i cant. all i can do is try to atone for the mistakes i made, hoping that time will make everything okay. <3

-jinghui-

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